“Dehumidification”
“clearing the air”
Sent you a message on facebook like every other day,
and you can’t even reply, inquiring like which way…do we go from here?
My reply to the ongoing thread is not really sure, but I feel the end is near,
it’s been weeks of weeks of agree to disagree, somewhere our signals got crossed,
I say; “I love you”, you say; “you miss me”, c’mon is this really an issue?
or is it the word love that we consistently misuse and abuse,
because we say it so much that it has lost most of it’s potency,
Maybe it is some of this and some of that, I guess I just lost track…
in other words, I’m just so confused, You saw it as all or nothin’,
I saw the vision as all or somethin’…special through my eyes,
never did you realize what was once your past,
was one of the reasons I was here, the potentially help you unmask…those feelings,
but you treated your first like your last, all I did was ask,
but straight answers I never got,
I guess it’s safe to say the numbers game played a part, maybe the reason we grew apart,
mixed signals from the start, which synced my heart under siege,
optimistic, maybe it will comeback, but before we land, drop the oxygen mask and let it breath,
got a slight layover in reminiscent city, just a few hours, but it makes me think so much about ours,
and what we had, a couple years plus, which is now just a thing of the past,
I guess you were blinded with your thoughts of me having ulterior motives…
really? Through the unconditional love & care, I just never noticed,
for you to even entertain the thought, just to misplace the blame,
definitely after that comment, my mental was never the same,
you were my heart of hearts & didn’t even know it,
I don’t understand when all I ever did was show it,
Emotionally detached at the heart, now what was, is so far gone,
In closing, if you somehow thought this was a subliminal taken at you,
let me get out of your rearview, signal on, switching lanes, moving right past you.
